Dec 30, 2008 18:11
is just an experiment in social anthropology.
People are tossed around in and out of your life like ragdolls.
You drink, you fuck, you fight, you dream.
In that order (DFFD).
You meet a cute boy and he calls you a pussy flap and asks if you're indeed japanese and you fall for him.
Everyone you know in life is a fatalist or an objectivist or something you can't relate to and it makes your brain hurt.
Wear a rosary, what the fuck.
In any event, you go to church to feel real and you sing a little and walk home feeling less unfulfilled than usual.
Not bad.
And you drink, and you fuck, you fight, and you dream, but with God this time, and somehow it feels a little less heinous, wrong word, pathetic.
All this is an experiment in the lab of Something Greater.
Fuck knows what that is.
And you gotta think to yourself, "Well, der ah forfaazandtooundrad diff'nt names fodis fucka. Nd ya dont no a feckin onnadem. Well, gimme forgran. Talk to me."
Or maybe that's just Terry Tibbs. Fuck do I know.
I'll go think some more.