sometimes i wish i was...
-talented
-smart
-dead
lately im finding it hard to trust in some people i know. ive been feeling like they are hiding things from me which wouldnt even bother me the least bit, but i guess those peopl feel that those things would. idk, it could just be me and my everlasting bad mood. thats ok, i figured a few things out. i was also told to lay off someone and that im pressing. am i pressing? i hope so. i just dont want anyone to like me, then i wouldnt have a reason to feel really really happy when im with a certain someone ::sigh:: i guess im weird.
tonight i went to the java joint with audrey and joe, and met up with mae, megan and chris. it was the most terrible time i ever had. the music was fucking terrible and so were the people. audrey was awesome as usual but everyone else made me mad. fuck.
lightning blot
bumble bee
ink bolt
guilty me
ian is needing her badly
-smart
-dead
lately im finding it hard to trust in some people i know. ive been feeling like they are hiding things from me which wouldnt even bother me the least bit, but i guess those peopl feel that those things would. idk, it could just be me and my everlasting bad mood. thats ok, i figured a few things out. i was also told to lay off someone and that im pressing. am i pressing? i hope so. i just dont want anyone to like me, then i wouldnt have a reason to feel really really happy when im with a certain someone ::sigh:: i guess im weird.
tonight i went to the java joint with audrey and joe, and met up with mae, megan and chris. it was the most terrible time i ever had. the music was fucking terrible and so were the people. audrey was awesome as usual but everyone else made me mad. fuck.
lightning blot
bumble bee
ink bolt
guilty me
ian is needing her badly