breathing's just a rhythm.

[iamimpermanence]

within me, feelings unearthed
second-guessing, hoping, wishing
wondering when you'll write me next
physically feeling! in my heart, it's yearning
i hardly know you
i've hardly touched you
i am a child, i am a preteen, i am exhausted with just the thought of you
so casually pretending i want nothing serious
oh, i want nothing more!
i was damaged goods, but my slate is clean
so clean, wiped clean, ready to take on
but i am burdened by my distance
so i elaborate plans
we'll fall madly in love
you'll move out with me
it'll be perfect and no one can touch us

i get so far ahead of myself i think we've already broken up..
heatbreak.