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i'm back in my house and things seem better--i called elizabeth tonight and we talked just like the old days--it felt wonderful--i think i am ready to talk more often now--i'm not exactly sure yet, so i'm not rushing into this again--she is the most amazing woman i've ever met, but i dont know if i can handle a relationship--my mood and philosophy change on a dime without warning and i haven't been able to figure out why--and i cannot and will not put her through that again--i need to think--ideas anybody