Nov 07, 2003 07:52
Starting off a new and wonderful weekend here on Friday. Great, Grand, and Wonderful. Things are finally starting to fall into place just as they should be. I dont suppose that life could get any better at this point. Well there are a few things I would still change around and a few things that dont go my way. Damned Taxes. Death. INS. Menstruation. LMAO LOL
Still Sober... Lost count of the days but I am sure that is a good thing. Although it hasnt been that long I assure you. I still want to drink, I just dont. I wonder if that ever goes away. I also wonder if a person such as myself could "social drink" and not jump back on the wagon. Hmmmm... I suppose it is best not to test these things. Why quit if you cant stay quit. (sigh) ALthough if I am like my mother and can quit and start back smoking over and over... Nah dont want to go that vicious cycle. (sigh) I stopped SO I stop for good.
Listening to: Disturbed - Sickness CD
Do you think that ppl go through phases in their life that are meant to be shitty?? And other phases that are meant to be blissful?? I think so. IT just seems bliss is over looked and shit get all the credit. You know what I mean. We always look back at the bad shit. Always bring up the bad shit. Why?? The world may never know. Still here I sit pondering it anyway. (sigh) Oh Well till next time... Peace