hmm....
Well this past weekend I did a lot of thinking and finally decieded on two things, and both of these two things I either need to get ride of or just forget totally. And they both came as a surprise to me, a month ago I would have never even thought about it. And now here I am knowing I have to give them both up, I feel that as hard as it is this decision will serve me better in the future fancially and mentally. Just wish I didn't have to do either of them.