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sometimes i find my life is one step forward, 2 steps back.
so im trying something new. finding enjoyment in the little victories on a daily basis (having a good nite, work didnt suck so bad, 6 mcnuggets in a 4 mcnugget box, ect.)
it doesnt make me seem retarded, it my attempts to be more optimistic, and while ill never be able to stop sweating the small stuff, this is a step in the right direction. rather than look at the day as a whole, take each little thing as individual +'s and -'s.
i honestly think my goal of like 10 years, to not care what ppl are thinking is coming true. im not gonna change. im 23, what u see is most likely gonna be what you get. and tho sometimes i feel left out but some people, and out of touch with others, its just something we all deal with so im no better or worse.
and somehow it makes it easier to breathe.
so with that i bid thee good nite. (well im waiting cause i wanna see with daylight savings time but then i bid this place fucking adieu (lol dane cook).
nite.
so im trying something new. finding enjoyment in the little victories on a daily basis (having a good nite, work didnt suck so bad, 6 mcnuggets in a 4 mcnugget box, ect.)
it doesnt make me seem retarded, it my attempts to be more optimistic, and while ill never be able to stop sweating the small stuff, this is a step in the right direction. rather than look at the day as a whole, take each little thing as individual +'s and -'s.
i honestly think my goal of like 10 years, to not care what ppl are thinking is coming true. im not gonna change. im 23, what u see is most likely gonna be what you get. and tho sometimes i feel left out but some people, and out of touch with others, its just something we all deal with so im no better or worse.
and somehow it makes it easier to breathe.
so with that i bid thee good nite. (well im waiting cause i wanna see with daylight savings time but then i bid this place fucking adieu (lol dane cook).
nite.