took this from Eddie...
so i found this in eddies journal. its really sad. :(
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I
confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because
nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight
through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long
before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because
they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of
being taken away from the two fathers who are the only
loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that
left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will
probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before
graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she
found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use
if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore,
nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now
live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system
grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive
partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system
to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up
afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach
gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me
as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much
better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe,
but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
Put this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.
sophmore game was at lincoln tonight, 7 pm. we lost... :( 8-16. they played really hard though. they were sad/pissed. i feel bad for them. their not really used to losing, the last time that happened was the 3rd game of freshman year, which was almost a year ago. so yeah thats a pretty long time ago.
cheerleading was fun though. our squad was really good tonight. there wasn't any fighting. and i think we all did good on our cheers. yeeeh. wow i'm really tired. i have a world history test tomorrow which sux.
hmm... well i think thats about it for my update. anyone going to the varsity game in sioux city tomorrow? i don't think i am.
happy early birthday Austin Elder!! (his bdays tomorrow)
alrite, thats all for this update. later.