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Dreamed that Rob and I adopted a baby boy and named him Gabriel.
We loved him so much, I remember that clearly. I didn't want to stop holding him or talking to him. We wanted to do everything right, make sure that he was the happiest kid ever.
It's bizarre to me, that I could truly love something in a dream. Someone that never has, or will, exist. This little baby is so clear in my memory. Rob and I smiling and laughing, taking turns holding him. We talked about teaching him to read early, feeding him healthy food, etc.
I've never even wanted kids. At least he was adopted in my dream. Rob and I can't have kids, so I'd probably be all depressed about it if he was our biological kid in the dream.
Stuff that actually happened:
Moved to Vancouver, WA in July. I need to update more.
Started a fucking band!!! With people my age, not my Dad's friends. Only took me like 8 years. Don't act like you're not impressed.
My job is awesome. The Future: Rock n' Roll Fashions. Downtown Portland. Yesiree.
I've kept my hair the same color (really blonde) for 5 months. Okay, it's only a big deal to me, but this is my damn journal. Bitches.
-Lexxi Vexx
We loved him so much, I remember that clearly. I didn't want to stop holding him or talking to him. We wanted to do everything right, make sure that he was the happiest kid ever.
It's bizarre to me, that I could truly love something in a dream. Someone that never has, or will, exist. This little baby is so clear in my memory. Rob and I smiling and laughing, taking turns holding him. We talked about teaching him to read early, feeding him healthy food, etc.
I've never even wanted kids. At least he was adopted in my dream. Rob and I can't have kids, so I'd probably be all depressed about it if he was our biological kid in the dream.
Stuff that actually happened:
Moved to Vancouver, WA in July. I need to update more.
Started a fucking band!!! With people my age, not my Dad's friends. Only took me like 8 years. Don't act like you're not impressed.
My job is awesome. The Future: Rock n' Roll Fashions. Downtown Portland. Yesiree.
I've kept my hair the same color (really blonde) for 5 months. Okay, it's only a big deal to me, but this is my damn journal. Bitches.
-Lexxi Vexx