1st day of 2005
Stroll through the park.
Kissing at midnight in 2005.
Holding my hand as I sit nervously with your family.
Letting me hit you with my first snowball.
Spending the night with me when you know your mom was not very pleased with it.
Watching Finding Neverland.
Taking midnight strolls.
Finding friends from home in the city.
Being with me in my many first exoeriences.
Walking in the wrong direction.
Sneeking into my bed n the morning.
Taking long afternoon naps in your brother's bed.
The list just goes on and on and I don't know where it ends, but I hope it will never end. I hope for us to be together until the end of time. I don't know who else I would like to spend the rest of my life with if it is not you. I love you so much that I don't know how else to show you or tell you. I try my best to show you, but some how I don't feel like if it is sufficient for you. The past couple of days that we have spent together have been great. You have this gentle grasp on my heart, everyday i spend with you , it seems as if you hold on to it more and more. The grasp I speak of is a good one, you hold me very tight but give me enough room to be free. Ivan I love you so much that you have no idea.