Comments | iamfrench63: But I never, ever, laid a hand on her. How about a gun?

iamfrench63

But I never, ever, laid a hand on her. How about a gun?

Jan 20, 2005 19:16

"Comment about anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like."

Ugh. Stolen from somewhere.

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anonymous January 21 2005, 02:31:01 UTC

when i see him, my heart races; my breathing quickens. i can't look him in the eyes. memories of that day and what happened. what happened was what i thought i wanted, now memories of it plague my days while visions of him haunt my dreams. if i see someone kiss on tv, i see us. me sitting there, terrified, not knowing i was a conquest, him pushing. pushing a 13-year-old into something she thought she wanted, but would later travel to the ends of the earth to reverse. the girl that would sell her soul to reverse time and get those precious 30 minutes back, untarnished. was it that long? it seems much longer in retrospect. a life-time in 30 minutes. a person changing in 30 minutes. feeling disgusted but confused and exhilerated at the same time. learning to keep it to herself and feel the guilt, the shame build as each day passes. not being able to tell anyone about it. not really wanting to. visions, like premonitions, appearing out of nowhere, and leaving just as quickly; leaving the guilt, as if ripping the scab on a new wound ( ... )

iamfrench63 January 25 2005, 01:11:12 UTC

I know who you are. And I absolutly love that.

anonymous January 30 2005, 01:27:05 UTC

this might sound kind of stupid, but why do you like it? i'm thinking of something along the lines of constructive critism; i think. i'm overly critical of anything and everything i say and do (or type) and when i think that other people read this, it seems dumb. most of them don't know why i wrote it... i don't know. sorry it took so long to answer, i didn't realize you replied. :)

iamfrench63 January 30 2005, 04:37:26 UTC

I wasn't expecting an answer. I think I loved it because I could relate to it. Probably not the same why that you intended, but it means something to me, I think.

anonymous January 21 2005, 02:49:57 UTC

I have a confession. I, with the help of one of my friends, burned down his house.

That is all I have to say.

iamfrench63 January 25 2005, 01:12:02 UTC

That's real harsh.

anonymous January 21 2005, 02:51:04 UTC

I wish all guys would do this, and not be an asshole about it afterwords ( ... )

anonymous January 21 2005, 22:03:21 UTC

That had to be the sweetest thing ever. I love it. I wish a guy would write that about me... not like thats going to happen. Hmm... Ashley I wish we were closer friends. I dont think we are even friends... maybe
I should ask you to hang out sometimes.

iamfrench63 January 25 2005, 01:16:16 UTC

Then maybe you should ask me to hang out one day.

iamfrench63 January 25 2005, 01:13:55 UTC

Boys are jerks.

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anonymous January 21 2005, 03:20:11 UTC

I'm a compulsive liar. And I said that I was in love twice, but I don't know if it's for real.

iamfrench63 January 25 2005, 01:16:30 UTC

Ditto.

anonymous January 21 2005, 04:26:07 UTC

I am thinking suicidal thoughts... Or rather, homicide, and then a suicide.

iamfrench63 January 25 2005, 01:17:14 UTC

"I've been there myself more than a few times."