May 24, 2006 22:49
"do not get me wrong- i cannot wait for you to come home.
for now youre not here and i'm not there-its like were on our own
to figure out,consider how to find a place to stand.
instead of walking away and instead of nowhere to land.
this is going to break me clean in two;
this is going to bring me close to you.
she is everything i need that i never knew i needed.
she is everything i want that i never knew i needed.
its all up in the air and we stand still to see what comes down.
i dont know where it is, i dont know when, but i want you around."
so i have recently found some of the funniest people i will ever meet and i am so thankful that i have them in my life.
"caleb, do you call it soda or pop?"
"i call it pop"
"that's funny-that's what i call my grandfather"
"really? i call mine soda."
and that is merely a glimpse into the life of these amazingly wonderful friends i have. seriously just laugh until it hurts when i'm around them and it is so wonderful. it makes being away from everyone at school so much easier. gosh,i miss those people. but i love being home-dont misunderstand. i just got used to the way things were when i was at school and so i'm still getting used to being home.
God is really just blessing me so incredibly much right now-and i am so thankful for it. and im just content and happy and in love with God so much. there are still bad days-like yesterday. i mean, overall it was a good day you could say, i guess. just a lot of bad memories came back and it made it kind of hard. but i got it out of my system-for the most part. and i feel a lot better tonight.
i really love to laugh-have i mentioned that? and tonight that was all i did.