4 more days...
this week has been INTENSE.i've had so much to do and get done.my body is getting run down,which i learned when i got up this morning with a plugged up nose and a scratchy throat.BLAH. there is no rehearsal tonight,which excites me more than anyone can understand.weve been there every night till at least 1030,but the thing is i'm usually going straight from my day of school and work study and soccer practice there, so that means i have to get my work done when i get back at 1030ish which is absurd. I've been doing well with classes,but sometimes i just cant do it. i skipped two classes this week cause my body was just exhausted, and i did the work for the class and went and turned it in but i just needed to go back and veg,and so i did. at first i hated that we have to attend 75% of each class,but now im glad because i learned that skipping my pysch. class made me overjoyed.i hate that class.im so glad next week is fall break, i really really need it.
ive really been disappointed by people lately,myself included. its a feeling i havent had in a long time,but i am. i know i could be doing so much better than what i am,but i just cant find the motivation to do better. im never done until 11ish each night,non-stop running. yesterday i got out of speech way early so i got to go into work study early and then there was hardly anyone coming so they let me leave early so i had time to go to the grocery store and then just veg before soccer practice.i love my kids,theyre the absolute best. "God made us to be some way, and to play soccer good. Amen." that's what Abby's prayer was yesterday,it was cute because our devotion time was on God making us to be like Him,and she kind of got it.hah.i love kids.
im changing my major by the way.im not cut out for the world of psychology.still trying to figure out what it is im going to change it to,but i know im changing it. the pych professors here are psychos. and when i say psychos i mean PSYCHOS.
this month is pledging month for Alpha Delta, it's pretty crazy. but matt's my big brother and that makes me happy because matt is a cool kid,and a good big brother.and my big sister,i dont know.i know her name,but i dont know who she is.of course she's one of the two in the sorority that doesnt have a facebook, i mean seriously what is she thinking?hah.its such an addiction.
i found out last night that when lindz goes home for fall break she's not coming back.her dad is really sick and the doctors only gave him a few more months so shes going to spend as much time as she can with him. i started to cry because she's one of my favorites here.i just love her,but i stopped before she saw me because i wanted to be strong for her.she needs her friends right now.she needs prayer right now,her whole family needs prayer.she is an amazing young woman of God,and im thankful that i've gotten to know her.and the good thing is that she's from chesapeake,so i'll be able to see her on breaks and such. but it just wont be the same without her here.keep her family in your prayers please.
i get to go home tuesday.that makes me happy.i love being home.i love it here,dont get me wrong,but i just love being home.
ive really been disappointed by people lately,myself included. its a feeling i havent had in a long time,but i am. i know i could be doing so much better than what i am,but i just cant find the motivation to do better. im never done until 11ish each night,non-stop running. yesterday i got out of speech way early so i got to go into work study early and then there was hardly anyone coming so they let me leave early so i had time to go to the grocery store and then just veg before soccer practice.i love my kids,theyre the absolute best. "God made us to be some way, and to play soccer good. Amen." that's what Abby's prayer was yesterday,it was cute because our devotion time was on God making us to be like Him,and she kind of got it.hah.i love kids.
im changing my major by the way.im not cut out for the world of psychology.still trying to figure out what it is im going to change it to,but i know im changing it. the pych professors here are psychos. and when i say psychos i mean PSYCHOS.
this month is pledging month for Alpha Delta, it's pretty crazy. but matt's my big brother and that makes me happy because matt is a cool kid,and a good big brother.and my big sister,i dont know.i know her name,but i dont know who she is.of course she's one of the two in the sorority that doesnt have a facebook, i mean seriously what is she thinking?hah.its such an addiction.
i found out last night that when lindz goes home for fall break she's not coming back.her dad is really sick and the doctors only gave him a few more months so shes going to spend as much time as she can with him. i started to cry because she's one of my favorites here.i just love her,but i stopped before she saw me because i wanted to be strong for her.she needs her friends right now.she needs prayer right now,her whole family needs prayer.she is an amazing young woman of God,and im thankful that i've gotten to know her.and the good thing is that she's from chesapeake,so i'll be able to see her on breaks and such. but it just wont be the same without her here.keep her family in your prayers please.
i get to go home tuesday.that makes me happy.i love being home.i love it here,dont get me wrong,but i just love being home.