sick cycle
For someone who never does anything, I sure do talk a lot. That's what I do. I talk and talk and talk and talk, but I never actually do what I say. I say I'm going to share my feelings with someone and then it doesn't happen. I change my words around so much that what I actually do say sounds nothing like my original thought. I'm a watcher is what I am. I watch other people do things and I talk about what they do. I always joke about living vicariously through others, but it's not a joke. I actually live vicariously through others. That's not even living, is it? I'm a talker and a watcher. It's time for me to be a doer. But I won't. Even now I'm talking about doing, but later I'll lose my nerve and just talk some more about how I lost my nerve. Thus, the cycle is perpetuated. What a loser. Great, now I'm a watcher, a talker, and a loser.