Mar 06, 2006 19:29
i'm gettting sick, there's this feeling in my thorat and its scratching and telling me that i'm gonna have a sore throat and a conjested nose in a few days.. right in time for sectionals. haha great.
documentry= success
except for the fact that bill shultz does everything amazing, but u gotta admit crazy people- or the cubs? definatly going with insane lunitics over baseball
so i've been thinking and theres a lot of things going on and maybe i should start to pay attention to some other things that are happening. the other night i was at my g-pas for dinner and i didnt even kno that my mom told my whole other family about the store and she sworn she told me the story on the way to my g-pas house. i totally could have sworn that she didn't
and for a minute today i stood outside like my body and looked at like how i thought about other people and how they are different than me and saw that i'm pretty much a bitch for the way i think about some things. and i don't even know how i think about something i was so positive of what i thoguth about in the past.
but i guess "lifes just a play and we're all the actors playing the rolls"
just if i had a part in the script that made me not paranoid or worried about things that i shouldn't have to worry about.
or if my character wouldn't be such a loser to her friends then maybe they'd talk to her again.
what an idiot
the character i mean.