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Wednesday night, not too bad. the lessson of the day.. don't worry
So i was thinking about what i could possibly try to teach all of you. And i thought about things that were making me unhappy or things that were taking up my thinking space. And i thought about all of my friends, yes more than one,and about how they have problems with all sorts of guys, all of them do, and how they worry about if they like them of what the guy thinks of them. It's a big deal i do agree, But maybe if we didn't think about realationships as much they would grow more. Sure u put time in and you grow into a frienships or an attraction, but if we let these things happen they will. We can try at relationships but we dont have to worry about them. like right now i'm typeing a journal entry thinking about my homework and i'm also thinking about those few guys that are always on my mind in the back in the corner somewhere, but my first thing that i should get done is the homework, then the entry and then see if the guy is online, because you guys and the wonderful knowledge i'm giving you is far more important than anything else.
another lesson, to get out and do stuff. you shouldn't always sit at home, you shouldn't always sit on livejournal or myspace. its so cool that there are so many different people out there and a world full of fun and exciting things. activities are awesome, because of the people you spend them with. Sure sometimes i like to be alone and other times maybe with one friend, but i'm happiest when i'm with all of my friends having one of those amazing conversations. I haven't had one of those since i was friends with kelsey. It's like the conversation that you can't turn off even if we're not talking we're shareing ideas and thoughts from our minds. Its things like that and connections like that between friends and people that make life amazing. Shareing a feeling or shareing an idea with someone makes you closer to becoming better understood by someone other than yourself. It we just were ourselves, not afriad to say what we like, and why we like it then theres nothing to connect to, and its okay if its not even a shared thought it could be against the idea, but that still creates conversation and learning and shareing. It's great! i love the way you can feel so comfortable with someone better than with yourself.
one last important thing everyone must read and do for me.
don't be afraid to tell someone how you feel, if it hurts them, and if they ask for it then tell them, if it is something you're hideing from someone or a type of feeling that u have for someone, even if it seems wrong or different share it. They might be having the same feelings. It gets a lot off your chest and you feel more truthful that you're not hideing something or trying to protect someone. Tell me something you realy feel. share with me something that has been on your mind for like ever and just say it. If you're hideing it from me, you're hurting me, but if you say it, it might hurt too. but how can i change anything if at first i don't know what's up.
so to all of those who actually take the time, if any of you, to read this not so entertaining werid entry, do me a huge favor, and tell me something about you, through person, IM over the phone or comment it. But i personally want to know what's on your mind. tell me how i can help, if i can. Because i want to help, i want to know more about my friends and who they are and how they feel.
just tell me you.
Wednesday night, not too bad. the lessson of the day.. don't worry
So i was thinking about what i could possibly try to teach all of you. And i thought about things that were making me unhappy or things that were taking up my thinking space. And i thought about all of my friends, yes more than one,and about how they have problems with all sorts of guys, all of them do, and how they worry about if they like them of what the guy thinks of them. It's a big deal i do agree, But maybe if we didn't think about realationships as much they would grow more. Sure u put time in and you grow into a frienships or an attraction, but if we let these things happen they will. We can try at relationships but we dont have to worry about them. like right now i'm typeing a journal entry thinking about my homework and i'm also thinking about those few guys that are always on my mind in the back in the corner somewhere, but my first thing that i should get done is the homework, then the entry and then see if the guy is online, because you guys and the wonderful knowledge i'm giving you is far more important than anything else.
another lesson, to get out and do stuff. you shouldn't always sit at home, you shouldn't always sit on livejournal or myspace. its so cool that there are so many different people out there and a world full of fun and exciting things. activities are awesome, because of the people you spend them with. Sure sometimes i like to be alone and other times maybe with one friend, but i'm happiest when i'm with all of my friends having one of those amazing conversations. I haven't had one of those since i was friends with kelsey. It's like the conversation that you can't turn off even if we're not talking we're shareing ideas and thoughts from our minds. Its things like that and connections like that between friends and people that make life amazing. Shareing a feeling or shareing an idea with someone makes you closer to becoming better understood by someone other than yourself. It we just were ourselves, not afriad to say what we like, and why we like it then theres nothing to connect to, and its okay if its not even a shared thought it could be against the idea, but that still creates conversation and learning and shareing. It's great! i love the way you can feel so comfortable with someone better than with yourself.
one last important thing everyone must read and do for me.
don't be afraid to tell someone how you feel, if it hurts them, and if they ask for it then tell them, if it is something you're hideing from someone or a type of feeling that u have for someone, even if it seems wrong or different share it. They might be having the same feelings. It gets a lot off your chest and you feel more truthful that you're not hideing something or trying to protect someone. Tell me something you realy feel. share with me something that has been on your mind for like ever and just say it. If you're hideing it from me, you're hurting me, but if you say it, it might hurt too. but how can i change anything if at first i don't know what's up.
so to all of those who actually take the time, if any of you, to read this not so entertaining werid entry, do me a huge favor, and tell me something about you, through person, IM over the phone or comment it. But i personally want to know what's on your mind. tell me how i can help, if i can. Because i want to help, i want to know more about my friends and who they are and how they feel.
just tell me you.