May 19, 2004 21:32
not really on a plane...but, well, close enough. i'm in the middle of packing and tossin' stuff we won't need.. i hate this. i know it's pathetic. i'm only moving like an hour and a half away. but still, i've lived here my whole life. whole life!! everything that might have had anything to do with making me, is in this town. shit hole as it is....family, church, starbucks, anybody that knew "daddy's little girl". it's all here. i know i'll be fine. everything is fine.
we already put the deposit down on our new apartment. found the easiest way to get to work from there. all the grrocery stores, costco, the mall....this is just weird. i'm leaving my baby sister, (keeah, as danny calls her) and my baby bunny.. that's what's really really hard. my best friends other than my precious hubby. anyway. memorial weekend is moving time. only like 8 days away!