life.
Omg life couldnt be any worse right now really
Ok i got a phone call during 6th hour and it said to call home amidiantly and i thought omg my mom but i called it wasnt nothing. but things are so hard for me right now.
You may see me around school smileing and laughing joking and havng fun. but when i come home things are fucking hell. My mom is ( Read more... )
I understand one of your situations.
Your mom.
I know what it's like to lose a parent.
I've lost my dad.
And i'm still trying to cope with it after 3 years.
I still wish that i would've been a little bit more nicer to my dad.
So you just need to spend your time right now talking with your mom more.
Try to understand her better.
You just have to be strong in these types of situations.
And it's difficult, because i've tried plenty of times.
I truly have no idea how i got to the point where i am now.
I'm happy, and i'm passing my classes.
Beginning of the year my grades were bullshit and i was messed up.
I don't want you to result to the things that i did.
Because it doesn't help.
It didn't help me.
I think you know what i'm talking about.
Things that seemed so easy before..
have now grown more difficult.
I really don't know what else to say.
I think this is all that i can say.
Plus, the whole i'm here anytime.
but you knew that.
at least i hope you did.
I <3 you montana!
and you are truly a beautiful person inside and out.
<3 sky
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that was long as hell.
didn't realize that one
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Iam sorry about you dad
Yeh i know.. but the thing is my mom doesnt want to talk to me and everytime i do talk to her i usually say somthing wrong like man i was running fast today or something and she will either cry there or wait till later.. idk.
its hard.. i mean i would talk to her, but i grew up without her,She doesnt feel like a mother.but yet she has been there. and idk if one day i would wake up without her being there.. beacuse it would be so out of place and then i woudl relate back to the good times nad the bad times.. idk. your right tho, thank you so much sky :-)
<3 *~~Montana
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