Apr 20, 2005 21:54
well i dunno, really noone i knew went to the funeral, like i asked a bunch of peopel but they didnt know him so they didnt go, but the people who did went. Like i dunno. I knew ric and we had some funny times with him.. and i had 2 classes with him and yay at first i really didnt want nothing to do with the kid, kinda ignored him.. but as the year went on and he became a regular face in the class i talked to him more and ya... i just remember when i would look up and he would be sitting there and be like wassup montana..
just remembering him say my name and then today all the stuff the pastor said. i mean I sat with kristen,bobby,sky,jaron,and arron. and right when he started talking about all the stuff ric did with his family. and like his mom was crying and like all the sports he played and all the stuff he did with his mom that day like they did taxes together then went out to eat then went to a candle shop and smelt the candles. and like he was a family kid, and like the pastor was like We hope and pray that he knows he was loved and wanted.. and you think.. the way that peopel say he died.. you know.. mabe he didnt think he was wanted..
i just started cerying in front of everyone i didnt care. and i could tell other people where crying 2
Then after we went to the brial thing.. witch was like 5 mins long.
then we came back to school.
left at 2 for my game
the trainer wasnt there to wraap my legs.
we won one game and tied the other.
played a good game i must say
and finished my book "Blue is for nightmares"
good book, u must get it and read it
well iam out.
peace