i tread a troubled track

[iamdork]

i'm gaining weight again! NOOOOO! it's winter yes, but i am not a bear. i'm not supposed to be storing fat. :( okay. no moar! my cousin's wedding reception is coming up and she's like a fucking anorexic. i will not be beat. time to be as skinny as her. i don't know why, but i've always felt like i've had to compete with that cousin. she's just a hick from illinois who talks smack about LA when she's hardly ever spent time here. well that explains a lot then. dissing on my hometown. people who talk shit about things they know shit about are just ridiculous. unacceptable. god. time to diet.

finals week WILL suck. trying to pass a class once again. it always happens every quarter. the mental breakdown begins.