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shawn,
this letter has taken years for me to write; perhaps because someone in my system wasnt ready to let go. well now its time for closure.
first of all i need to tell u a few things about myself since you never really knew me at all.... the one u fell in love with wasnt the one who loved u back and neither one of them were me... youd call every one of us by my name but did u ever actually think u were talking to me? did u even care? ive never met a bigger control freak than u. you had to have it all, all the time.... down to what we wore, what we ate, what we drank, who we hung out with, and u were completely obsessed with having our complete attention at all times.
do u know who it is u remind me of?
thats right, our parents... you see u have a little of both of them in u... the control was definately a major aspect of my fathers while the need for constant attention and total self centeredness was my mother. maybe its one of the reasons we stayed in the relationship so long... its what we were used to.
u claimed that we never loved u, that we always cheated on u, treated u horribly and took advantage of you .. but did u ever stop to think that some of it may have been ur fault as well?
you were so busy trashing us to everyone who would listen that u never saw ( or completely ignoredd) everything u did to us
do u remember when we first started dating exclusively? do u remember how u swore to us that u had stopped escorting nly for us to find out that you were still doing it behind our back?
what about when you were seen out with gary? remember someone confronted u and sobbed on u for hours only for u to turn around and do it again and again?
how about all the times u made us feel like we were trashy? but u sure didnt mind it in the bedroom did u?
your a hypercrite and a disgusting specimin of a man.... you know nothing of what its like to love, you know nothing because you only truely love urself
someday someone is going to knock u off that high horse ur on and i really hope im around to see it, heres a clue... theres nothing special at all about u.. ur cock isnt gold and u dont deserve to b worshipped..... you were this self rightoues mask because underneath it your about as ugly as a person can get.
i wish i had never met you! im not your whore, your toy or your fucking pooh bear
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
you disgusting man! i hate you!
youu took advantage of my love! you took everything from me and continued to ask for more!
oh god i cant believe i ever loved you at all!
ick
i never want to see your face again! you will never ever have this ass again
you will never have another peice of me
this letter has taken years for me to write; perhaps because someone in my system wasnt ready to let go. well now its time for closure.
first of all i need to tell u a few things about myself since you never really knew me at all.... the one u fell in love with wasnt the one who loved u back and neither one of them were me... youd call every one of us by my name but did u ever actually think u were talking to me? did u even care? ive never met a bigger control freak than u. you had to have it all, all the time.... down to what we wore, what we ate, what we drank, who we hung out with, and u were completely obsessed with having our complete attention at all times.
do u know who it is u remind me of?
thats right, our parents... you see u have a little of both of them in u... the control was definately a major aspect of my fathers while the need for constant attention and total self centeredness was my mother. maybe its one of the reasons we stayed in the relationship so long... its what we were used to.
u claimed that we never loved u, that we always cheated on u, treated u horribly and took advantage of you .. but did u ever stop to think that some of it may have been ur fault as well?
you were so busy trashing us to everyone who would listen that u never saw ( or completely ignoredd) everything u did to us
do u remember when we first started dating exclusively? do u remember how u swore to us that u had stopped escorting nly for us to find out that you were still doing it behind our back?
what about when you were seen out with gary? remember someone confronted u and sobbed on u for hours only for u to turn around and do it again and again?
how about all the times u made us feel like we were trashy? but u sure didnt mind it in the bedroom did u?
your a hypercrite and a disgusting specimin of a man.... you know nothing of what its like to love, you know nothing because you only truely love urself
someday someone is going to knock u off that high horse ur on and i really hope im around to see it, heres a clue... theres nothing special at all about u.. ur cock isnt gold and u dont deserve to b worshipped..... you were this self rightoues mask because underneath it your about as ugly as a person can get.
i wish i had never met you! im not your whore, your toy or your fucking pooh bear
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
you disgusting man! i hate you!
youu took advantage of my love! you took everything from me and continued to ask for more!
oh god i cant believe i ever loved you at all!
ick
i never want to see your face again! you will never ever have this ass again
you will never have another peice of me