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the intention of this post was to allow someone inside to express in letter form their absolute disgust for someone but apparently he isnt ready to do that yet so im going to be posting instead.
itss been a very busy time for us.... we have nearly full custody of our daughter now that our ex is very sick.. weve been juggling that and work the past two weeks and expect things to become even more hectic until she starts kindergarten in 10 days or so....
lately it seems that we have been slowly cutting the toxic people out of our lives
ive become very bold with words in certain circumstances and its almost frightening to find that i actually have a say in how i want my life to be and what i will and wont tolerate
of course its a work in process as others in my system are still processing things regarding these relationships and such
im also begininng to understand more about myself and finding out that i have some very negative qualities that need to be addressed but for the first time in perhaps my entire life im focusing on myself and getting where i want to be and not feeling guilty about it
well im trying anyhow
this past week alone ive been called many names by a few people and spoken to as if i were the bad guy... weve all made mistakes and i know ive made my share and so have others in my system but the difference between us and these hypocrites is that we are working on our issues and have been for the past 5 years. we are not blind to the fact that we do indeed have a shit ton of issues... were not oblivious and self rightous... and i think if anythign that makes us a better person than the ones who are trying to bring us down
so for kenny, for shawn and for those i wont name but know who im talking about, good luck in life ... we know that we werent the evil roomate, the horrible partner and the liar u all made us out to be.... someday u will reap the harvest of ur condescending controling manipulative ways ... karma exists even as im questioning my faith and all that ive ever believed... i do know that
so good luck
itss been a very busy time for us.... we have nearly full custody of our daughter now that our ex is very sick.. weve been juggling that and work the past two weeks and expect things to become even more hectic until she starts kindergarten in 10 days or so....
lately it seems that we have been slowly cutting the toxic people out of our lives
ive become very bold with words in certain circumstances and its almost frightening to find that i actually have a say in how i want my life to be and what i will and wont tolerate
of course its a work in process as others in my system are still processing things regarding these relationships and such
im also begininng to understand more about myself and finding out that i have some very negative qualities that need to be addressed but for the first time in perhaps my entire life im focusing on myself and getting where i want to be and not feeling guilty about it
well im trying anyhow
this past week alone ive been called many names by a few people and spoken to as if i were the bad guy... weve all made mistakes and i know ive made my share and so have others in my system but the difference between us and these hypocrites is that we are working on our issues and have been for the past 5 years. we are not blind to the fact that we do indeed have a shit ton of issues... were not oblivious and self rightous... and i think if anythign that makes us a better person than the ones who are trying to bring us down
so for kenny, for shawn and for those i wont name but know who im talking about, good luck in life ... we know that we werent the evil roomate, the horrible partner and the liar u all made us out to be.... someday u will reap the harvest of ur condescending controling manipulative ways ... karma exists even as im questioning my faith and all that ive ever believed... i do know that
so good luck