11:29 a.m.
Sara just left for Cleveland. i feel so alone. all i can do is cry right now. i wish i could be with her right now. i don't care where we are, i just want to be with her and hold her in my arms. i'm happy in her arms, i just never want to let her go. she means everything to me. i don't what i would do without her. she's always been there for me whjen i needed someone. she's always been right there, within my reach. and now, it's like, no matter how far i try to reach for her...she's just barely out of reach. it's torture. i'm not one to really cry much, but i've been crying since last night. i just don't know what to do right now, so i guess i'll just sit on the couch, watch cartoons, and eat a carton of ice cream or something. i'm not answering my phone either - unless it's Sara.
Oh God, i miss her so much. :'(
Oh God, i miss her so much. :'(