Oct 14, 2005 14:47
things:
-making airplanes from wood and wisdom i dont have.
-making the airplane with an imaginary partner whose name is christian and is columbian and is supposedly
at a meeting in miami.
-being in the computer lab at this university here i go to, myspacing and livejournaling when im supposed
to be autocad drawing an airplane that doesnt exist and drafting an "engineering report" with a partner
who's either partying in puerto rico-ville, florida, usa or just plain doesnt exist.
-having one midterm today, two next week and the before-said airplane due completed by next friday, and a
loaded weekend.
-playing tomorrow night at hard rock with the wynns. yes, you should come. i can get you free tickets.
-playing sunday night at status with the beckers. yes, you should come.
-stress, frustration, torment, blue, oceans, time derivatives of square ceiling tiles squared multiplied
by good intentions raised to the i cant take this power.
-having crushes on most of the 15 to 16-year old girls i tutor.
-looking over at all the other people in my class with their two group partners each (i only have one,
christian. he's invisible though. and columbian.) drawing beautiful cambers and joints and fuselages on
autocad, writing beautiful reports on word, making wonderful friends with each other.
-making wonderful friends with the ideal future, but internet friends at that or maybe long-distance
lovers.
-the ideal future: one, econlockhatchee river; one, night with full moon; one, joel hendrick; one, chris
beckendorf; one, ben beckendorf; one, jake fentris; one, nathan bond; one, blair sligar; one, jonathan
nee; one, hunter robinson; one, jesse adams; one, abraham couch; one, adam nee; one, nick schmidt; one,
amy nee; one, grace nee; one, hannah nee; one, olivia wynn; one, avery wood; one, brittany
robinson; one, brynne emley; one, lyndsay schmidt; one, well-managed campfire; two to three, acoustic
guitars; one, law enforcement officer with night goggles who turns out to be really a nice guy; many,
voices in harmony, blankets in dewy grass and sand, laughs, lawn chairs, scary stories told to the
silence of all, 2-liters of soda, bags of goodies; one, soothing breeze; two, knees; one, not realizing
this is the best time you'll ever have and the best friends that have ever been and probably taking it a
little for granted, "but for granted's a mighty big word for a country girl like you".
-next friday and saturday im playing with the wynns in daytona, friday, im sure in some bar where there
will be little modesty or style, and saturday under the following situation: large stage, some thousands
of people spectating, being preceded by a bikini contest and probably a couple of wet t-shirt contests,
being directly followed by zz top with their beautiful flowing beards and spinning instruments.
-opening up for zz top really makes playing at hard rock seem trivial. im sorry.
-not writing songs.
-writing equations and drawing free-body diagrams instead.