She Sings

Jul 04, 2008 17:07

I suck at this writing an entry everyday thing. I failed already. Failure seems to stalk me lately.

Yesterday... I went to work. It was dead. I worked all three departments. Was bored. Was depressed. The music sucked especially. Moreso than usual. Went home. Slept. Woke up. Rode my bike. Listened to Tegan & Sara for the first time in a long time. I've missed them. Met up with Sam. Bought a Monster. Drank a Monster. Read. Went to sleep. Couldn't sleep. Went online. Eyes hurt. Tried sleep again.

Woke up this morning. Watched Juno. Ate Mr. Noodle. Went to Shoppers. Bought new nail polish. Went home. Tried to play Guitar Hero. Files erased. Again. Watched Breakfast at Tiffany's. Cried. Tried to talk. Couldn't do it. Rode my bike. Sat on the hill at Bennies. Cried. Then on the swings. Tried to talk again. Couldn't do it. Talked to Julz. Don't feel better, but I do feel enlightened.

I'm gonna do this thing where I post a quote from somewhere, a book, a movie, a conversation I had. Just to kinda reflect my day.

Here's today's:

"Listen...you know those days when you get the mean reds?"
"The mean reds? You mean like the blues?"
"No... the blues are because you're getting fat or because it's been raining too long. You're just sad, that's all. The mean reds are horrible. Suddenly you're afraid and you don't know what you're afraid of. Do you ever get that feeling?"
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