Back to work but not for long
I have 4 shifts left at Tim Horton's, and it can't come soon enough. Today was enough to make me want to walk out the door. It wasn't a whole lot worse than most days, which I guess is the point really. If it's that frustrating every day why am I still there? The customers seemed really cranky all day, the staff was in general confusion over who was to do what, I just wanted to go home.
I had a really good evening though. I chilled right here in front of the computer for a few hours talking to friends on MSN and reading http://www.fark.com (I'm obsessed, I know). I actually relaxed. Then I went to Guides. It was a lot of fun. Guides really gives me the excuse to be a big kid again. Singalongs and running around games and having fun. That's what life should really be about. I think I miss being a kid sometimes. Being a grownup is too hard sometimes, especially lately. I think the part I'll like best about having kids is playing games with them. And they sure are adorable so that's a bonus. I saw some babies today that were sooo cute it wasn't good for my baby ache. I've had a baby ache since I was about 13. See a cute kid and have this gut reaction, "awww! I want one!". But not to worry, that's really not in the plans, yet. Well, it's in there, but a long way off.
I was thinking I'd also write a post about this game I've been playing lately called Sudoku. (I keep wanting to call it Sudoko, but that's beside the point). Here's a link: http://www.websudoku.com It's really fun. I got addicted to it over the holidays when we were on the ski trip and now JF and I will sit in front of the computer and do them together. We were doing that on the ski trip too, but from the book his mother got for Christmas instead. It was cute, sitting there on the couch with our heads together figuring out the puzzle. I'm sure we were a little vomit-inducing (as my sister would say), but I like it. Hehe.
I'm still searching jobs but I've decided I'm really bad at it so I'm thinking about calling in extra help, like going to career services or something. There has to be *something* in the city for me. What I'd really like to do is make wedding planning my job for the next 5 months. (Five months from tomorrow!) However, I don't see that being an option. JF says I should be a wedding planner, but I said I hate calling strangers so that wouldn't really work out. For some reason I'm not worried, it's going to work out. I just have to have faith that it will!
I had a really good evening though. I chilled right here in front of the computer for a few hours talking to friends on MSN and reading http://www.fark.com (I'm obsessed, I know). I actually relaxed. Then I went to Guides. It was a lot of fun. Guides really gives me the excuse to be a big kid again. Singalongs and running around games and having fun. That's what life should really be about. I think I miss being a kid sometimes. Being a grownup is too hard sometimes, especially lately. I think the part I'll like best about having kids is playing games with them. And they sure are adorable so that's a bonus. I saw some babies today that were sooo cute it wasn't good for my baby ache. I've had a baby ache since I was about 13. See a cute kid and have this gut reaction, "awww! I want one!". But not to worry, that's really not in the plans, yet. Well, it's in there, but a long way off.
I was thinking I'd also write a post about this game I've been playing lately called Sudoku. (I keep wanting to call it Sudoko, but that's beside the point). Here's a link: http://www.websudoku.com It's really fun. I got addicted to it over the holidays when we were on the ski trip and now JF and I will sit in front of the computer and do them together. We were doing that on the ski trip too, but from the book his mother got for Christmas instead. It was cute, sitting there on the couch with our heads together figuring out the puzzle. I'm sure we were a little vomit-inducing (as my sister would say), but I like it. Hehe.
I'm still searching jobs but I've decided I'm really bad at it so I'm thinking about calling in extra help, like going to career services or something. There has to be *something* in the city for me. What I'd really like to do is make wedding planning my job for the next 5 months. (Five months from tomorrow!) However, I don't see that being an option. JF says I should be a wedding planner, but I said I hate calling strangers so that wouldn't really work out. For some reason I'm not worried, it's going to work out. I just have to have faith that it will!