finally.
Anthony called me last night. i heard the ring, and i freaked out. the 2 hour conversation didn't settle anything. but we talked. about how he's never going to talk to me agan, and that i hurt him too many times for him to take me back in this time. and that i mean nothing to him, and he doesn't hate me b*cuz that's a sign of caring, which he doesn't care either. i have to live with consequences. i hate drugs. =) but i love them too. they fuked up the whole me and anthony situation, but i made me feel so good. one of them will be the cause of my death. one day.