Loneliness.
I read this article today. I typed into my browser, "what to do when you feel alone..." then I journaled.
The loneliness I feel and want to talk about is the one nobody wants to talk about out loud. It's the kind of loneliness that comes from some place beyond the company and well wishes of other humans. It's not a lack of gratitude or lack of reciprocated love. This loneliness is a plague to all the love and joy I've found in my life.
Maybe it's my search for my life's purpose, or God's love, or just a general inquiétude in my being. I have yet to identify it, but I work tirelessly to find it's root and LOVE. IT. HARD.
The point is please, don't give up. It's a plea I write to any of you who feel the deep loneliness and it's a plea to myself.