ugh
i don't understand what i did wrong.
i. am. miserable.
i try SO hard to be healthy. haven't had meat in 2 1/2 years. i try my best to stay away from things that are bad for me even when i want them. i do so much to feel good and i feel horrible.
i'm so nauseous my hands and my legs are shaking. this is ridiculous.
it's been like this for over an hour and i can't throw up. my head hurts. i'm FREEZING. i just want to get better. i don't care if i have to scream to the whole doctor's office on tuesday, they HAVE to figure out what's wrong with me and FIX IT. i shouldn't have to feel like this at 22 freaking years old. i don't want to do ANYTHING. i can't do anything.
sorry to keep complaining. no one understands. only my parents seem to get it when i feel like this. they can tell even before i say anything about it. i want to be home right now. so bad. with my jo mo and mother and father and the toby. ugh.
i. am. miserable.
i try SO hard to be healthy. haven't had meat in 2 1/2 years. i try my best to stay away from things that are bad for me even when i want them. i do so much to feel good and i feel horrible.
i'm so nauseous my hands and my legs are shaking. this is ridiculous.
it's been like this for over an hour and i can't throw up. my head hurts. i'm FREEZING. i just want to get better. i don't care if i have to scream to the whole doctor's office on tuesday, they HAVE to figure out what's wrong with me and FIX IT. i shouldn't have to feel like this at 22 freaking years old. i don't want to do ANYTHING. i can't do anything.
sorry to keep complaining. no one understands. only my parents seem to get it when i feel like this. they can tell even before i say anything about it. i want to be home right now. so bad. with my jo mo and mother and father and the toby. ugh.