ok ths is going to be sad... just warning you.
i want to cry. do you know what i mean? sometimes you just need a good cry a catharsis if you will. i am feeling kind of homesick. i just went back and read all of my old entries...(do you ever do that?) it made me miss you. it made me miss camp, home, annie (you leave the best comments), sarah, matt, marge, marshal, 4 square, dances, wedding. but i miss so much more then that. i miss home, my bed, my sisters, my mom, my dad, cookies, a shower that i don't have wear shoes in and i can shave easier in, my babies (spence and briley) i need an allison hug. i need a annie talk. i need a margaret spoon. i need a steven brunch. i need a sarah grace. i need a mom hug, real bad. i need to drive my truck and i want jeannie in it singing with me.... it is frustrating sometimes when my roommate goes home because i really want to go too. and if i had a car i would.
please don't get me wrong... i love it here. like LOVE it here. i wouldn't trade it for anything... it is just sucks sometimes to be so far away. i think i am going to take the train up to chicago soon and see sarah. and i get to see sarah ahlmu... (can't spell her last name) really soon. oct. 8th. that will be fun.
in other happier news, today i auditioned for a few shows.... it felt really good to perform (even if it was only a 30 monologue.). i need to do that more.
but for now i need a back massage.... so i am gonna make my friends katherine give me one.
sorry if this makes anyone sad. and don't worry about me i will bounce back to happy elisa. i give it 4 hours and i will probably forget where home is... haha. okay i love you all.
please don't get me wrong... i love it here. like LOVE it here. i wouldn't trade it for anything... it is just sucks sometimes to be so far away. i think i am going to take the train up to chicago soon and see sarah. and i get to see sarah ahlmu... (can't spell her last name) really soon. oct. 8th. that will be fun.
in other happier news, today i auditioned for a few shows.... it felt really good to perform (even if it was only a 30 monologue.). i need to do that more.
but for now i need a back massage.... so i am gonna make my friends katherine give me one.
sorry if this makes anyone sad. and don't worry about me i will bounce back to happy elisa. i give it 4 hours and i will probably forget where home is... haha. okay i love you all.