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[iamawallflower]

i so talked to the girl that kept coming in to work asking about me last night. i so got those digits yo. im going to call her to day after i wake up........well i havnt decided if i was gonna sleep or not......and we are so hanging out and doing somthing today. im in such a good mood. i dont know if im ready to start another relationship or not but it'll be fun just to have someone to hang out with. and she is so my type.....shes fucking crazy.........i talked to her for like 20 minutes and could tell..........shes so fucking hyper and funny..........and shes all artsy.........sp?.........she like paints and shit. haha i just sounded like a stoner.....wow i havnt been in a mood like this for a couple weeks........its a good feeling.......i mean im not over brooke by any means........tho my dad insist im more over her than i think.......i still occasionally sit back and think about her and have to hold back tears......i guess to my dad that means im over her.........i dont know........but we have been talking as friends..........we were fucking awesome friends before we started dating........and i think we can be like that again......shes still one of the most important people in the world to me........but i must move on.......its weird hearing an emo guy say that shit huh?.........but i cant keep thinking about what i could have done differently to keep her or ill go fucking crazy.......i think the caffenine pills i took at like midnight are kicking in now.......im like on top of the world.......maybe it also has somthing to do with the fact that i have somthing to do today...YaY!!!.......i so found my lost sstb coheed cd.......right after i bought it again.......it was so in my cd book and i skipped over it like 50 times when i was looking for it........so now i have 2..........what to do.......maybei can put one away and be able to pull it out when im like 90 and tell all the kids and grand kids how they were the greatest band ever.........yeah i said it. fuck the beatles i listen to coheed and cambria......thats what that fuck you i listen to coheed icon should really say.......im all over the place in this post and for that im sorry......but my mind is racing a bagillion miles a second and im trying to type fast enough to put it all down. well i think im out cause if i dont leave now ill end up posting like a fucking book on here..........

later
aj