Mar 28, 2004 14:37
ok so im having a really bad day already. im emotionally shot. there are so many things running through my mind that i dont know what to do. i wish i could just take an eraser and erase all the painful memories i have. but then again id erase most of my life so i dont know if that would be as good as i first thought. im having a real problem with this whole being alone thing. its been over a week sense ive had any real outside conntact besides work. i worked third shift lastnight and when i got home it took me ahwile to get to sleep just because i knew that id wake up to nothing. i cant talk to my parents because my dad has good intentions but he usually just makes things worse with what he says. ok ill stop my mindless ranting.
aj