uhh i'm such a bad girl!!
hey guys!! i'm turning into such a bad person!! i have been doing all this shit that isn't me at all...smoking cigarettes, ditching class, stealing things in my own household, not showing up for appointments, etc...geez, i need to stop. i think i will just call this week my "bad" week. then next week, i will start doing things i am suppose to. except, i will continue to smoke. i am going to pearl this afternoon to buy some. yay! gosh im so bored right now...my class i'm not showing up for is so gay. (excuse my use of that word) but really, i hate it. its called "reading strageties" in which two teachers help everyone find new ways to read and do different activities. i seriously hate the fact that i got that class..and oh shit i knew that my class would end up coming in the study center...which is where i am...hopefully they won't see me. crap! they are in what you call the "quiet" area. lol, i swear one of my teachers is going to come over here and be like, "wtf..." i hope not!! geez i'm so bad. its a good thing im in an area where they can't see me. lol. i wonder wtf they are doing up here.maybe i should leave...but where would i go? FUCK. there is no whre else to hide out in the school. you know what, im just gonna stay here and if they come in here, i should probably just tell the truth. the worst i can get is detention. which by the way was already given to me, but i "accidently" ripped it up...lol. fuck that im not going. gosh i need a cigarette. ok, 40 more minutes until class is over. ahhh!!! i wish i could of been in biology...cause the teacher is so fucking clueless. geez i wish i could walk outta here...but im sure my teacher could recongize me from behind. stupid curly hair. im like the only person at our school who has it. hmm...i wonder if i have any homework that i could do on the computer while im wasting my time ditching class. hehe. geez i didnt go to am block this morning either. i got to school at like 9:30, and decided not to go to class b/c my fucking stupid teacher JOHN fucking ZOLA is a douche bag and hates it when people are late. so basically, i only went to one class today. oh, and my advisory. please dont ask, its stupid. i guess ill tell anyway, its like a homeroom, but longer and more fun. fuck i hope the biology class didnt sign out the fucking lab....b/c that would suck and i would get kicked off the computer. fuuuuuuuck!!!!!!!! ok, at least all the people disguse me, and hopefully i will look like part of the class....haha. well, i think i should just type a seriously long ass entry, b/c i dont have anything else to do on the internet. fucking denae and fucking austin are in here....fuck them. i was like typing an entry this morning....and i was gone away from the computer...so it fucking logged me out and it didnt save my entry or anything...so i fucking wanted to write shit but i totally forgot what it was. lol. urgh....what did i wanna say!? damn. i think i will go post a bulletin on myspace. peace fucking out. p.s. i wonder how many times i said "fuck" in this entry...