*sigh* of impending relief.
After this weekend I will have finished my test for the week, have my Fafsa and Taxes out, and. Well, that's really plenty to be a stress reliever.
Of course... at that point I will allow myself to worry about new things. Like a large project for soc. Psy due at the end of march, and making an appointment for classes.
Though the truth is, all and all, I'm not really stressing about any of this stuff. Though it helps to know, I'm going to have one test over with by today, one tomorrow, and I'm getting all the shit mailed out this weekend. So I'm not really feeling pressed for anything at all.
That makes me feel like an entirely different person than I used to be. But I guess I can't spend my whole life worrying to an extreme without eventually deviating towards the mean, and sometimes falling below.
Maybe that's the real reason why we teeter toter. You spend most of your life worrying, your going to get burnt out and not have anything left to worry with, and hopefully you realize you don't need to worry that much to get where you are going. And if you spend most of your life care free and not worrying about how things are going to affect your life, eventually you're going to realize your not quite cutting it and need to pick up the slack.
The best you can hope for is for that non-anxiety provoking but still functioning level of worry to kick it, so that you do have the level of worry it takes to get things done and keep moving foward, but not the one that interferes with your happiness/relationships/activities/ and just overall well being.
Everything is leveling out. I think it just takes a visit to the opposite extreme to realize where the best place to be is, and also to catch yourself up on where you are going in life.
Of course... at that point I will allow myself to worry about new things. Like a large project for soc. Psy due at the end of march, and making an appointment for classes.
Though the truth is, all and all, I'm not really stressing about any of this stuff. Though it helps to know, I'm going to have one test over with by today, one tomorrow, and I'm getting all the shit mailed out this weekend. So I'm not really feeling pressed for anything at all.
That makes me feel like an entirely different person than I used to be. But I guess I can't spend my whole life worrying to an extreme without eventually deviating towards the mean, and sometimes falling below.
Maybe that's the real reason why we teeter toter. You spend most of your life worrying, your going to get burnt out and not have anything left to worry with, and hopefully you realize you don't need to worry that much to get where you are going. And if you spend most of your life care free and not worrying about how things are going to affect your life, eventually you're going to realize your not quite cutting it and need to pick up the slack.
The best you can hope for is for that non-anxiety provoking but still functioning level of worry to kick it, so that you do have the level of worry it takes to get things done and keep moving foward, but not the one that interferes with your happiness/relationships/activities/ and just overall well being.
Everything is leveling out. I think it just takes a visit to the opposite extreme to realize where the best place to be is, and also to catch yourself up on where you are going in life.