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Outage of 2005
During the outage I was reminded that interpersonal reltions are drastically overrated.
What did you do?
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lol, for some reason that is incerdibly funny, because that is exactly what i did. lol.
i guess things are all right now. its ok when im around people...i dont know, i was in a really shitty mood today. it was like one of those days where you get to school and you in a shitty mood, and then you at school in a shitty mood and everyone else says the exact wrong things to you...
being at erins makes me feel better...its like, here i have a place away from anything at school.at home, just anywhere. ive been here more and more. lol. her neighbors think i live here. hehehe. but ya, i like it because here i feel save and taken care of...maybe thats all i really need right now. someone to take care of me, because right now im not interested int akingcare of myself. i dont know.
i need to leave...maybe ill escape someplace for a little while, leave here and turn off my phone and not tell anyone where i am going and then just...dissapear...that would be nice.
did any of you just want to dissapear? and its not becasue you are sad, or depressed, or emo, or want to die or anything, a time has just come when you want to be alone, just for a little while, and then you vanish and when you get back, all is forgiven and everything is ok...
i think im going to go now.
i love you.
and i really am very very sorry...
-Leanne