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[iamasisay]

im really....pissed off right now...and i dont know wat to say.

i really dont like being treated like shit, i dont like being cheated (or cheated on for that matter) and i just want to.....errrrr....i dont even know...

and the worst part is is that i feel like it is all my fault.

maybe if people were turthful with me...maybe if i wasnt such an ass...

do i come off as a person people can just use and lie to and then throw out.

i wish i was better...i wish i was worthy...i wish that...i dont know...i wish a lot of things...

this whole time it was all just a lie...and i never even knew.

im such a fucking idiot.

i hate it when someone can make you hate yourself...

so fuck it.