yes, ive been a very good girl, santa!
dear santa:
cristmas is far away, but i guess that i should get a head start. i want to beat all of thsoe other little kids who want to talk to you. i want to ask you some things.
why do people have to be stupid santa? why do they have to make it seem like they are out to get you when really they are just as sad and desperate as you are? why cant they just be themselves. why do beatiful people have to make themselves so un apealing by being assholes. why do things have to change so damn much. and why cant people have personalities. why do people have to become other people untiil finally there is no one left and everyone is just who everyone else was. when we all be lost in the jumble...
for christmas i want people to be happy with themselves enough to just be themselves. i dont want anyone to try and be like anyone else. i want to know people, not see a copy of everyone i knew before.
for christmas i want josue to realize that he has no ambition, and that doesnt make my ambitions bad...and i want to actually believe mallory when she tells me its not my fault that josue has nothing better to do then sit and wait for me to come over. and i dont need to sacrifice sleep or anything because he wants to see me.
for christmas i want my sister to be ahppy because i love her and i know she is not happy...i wish she were because nina is my favorite person in the whole wide world, and she deserves so much more than the world gives to her.
for christmas i want my life back to how it was, simple and intoxicated (in every sense of the world) and i wish the whole world can feel how i do now...because then there would be no wars and noe weapons and no hate, there would only be love.
also, i would like a pony and i would like john kerry to be elected president please.
your earthling friend,
Leanne Pearl