Oct 09, 2004 03:49
today was alright. tatto's fell through, but i spent the day with belinda josue and mallory. it was cool. we slouched around corinnes and stuff, were lazy. then took belinda home and headed up to sand canyon for a party...but our car broke down. lol. so we sat out in the night for awhile, josue and i talked, and then we all ended up at the party and got drunk, drove home and here i am. i pretty un eventful day, but pleasent. as always. mallory and i have come to realize that even our boring days are pleasent. its nice.
i found myself in a foul mood today. we were driving around and then there was this whole conversation about all of us killing ourselves and stuff, then josue jumped out of the car and mallory drove the van while i jumped out to find josue, then i found him but he was having an asthma attack...and...i dont know...blah. i was in a weird mood...i have bene lately...i just feel, hmmm, not like myself.
do you ever feel like you should be apologizing to the world for your own waste of exsistence.
well, im sorry. i am so sorry.
but fuck you.
peace,
Leanne