...85th
It took me a while to write again in this journal. It's almost 7am and yet I couldn't sleep. Body clock has been shifting again. Work has been affected. I've never really been busy. It was just an excuse. But the truth is, I am addicted to gaming again particularly to FPS game named Apex Legends. I haven't gone to gym for few months now. I have cough for the past 3 weeks and I'm getting well now. Parang walang direction yung buhay ko talaga. Di ako makadecide kung anong gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko talaga. May ipon ako pero di ko lam kung anong dapat kong gawin. Magulo utak ko. Need ko ng tulong pero parang wala akong pinagkakatiwalaan at di ako makadecide kung sino. Gusto kong bumili ng sarili kong car pero di din ako makadecide kung alin at dahil wala pa akong parking space. Pero gusto kong mag invest sa business pero wala akong maisip na ok na business, pero tingin ko sa stocks na lang talaga ako magfofocus. I think gusto kong magpatattoo. IDGAF kung ano man isipin nila pero pag iisipan ko lang muna yung design. Daming gustong gawin...