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Today my chorus teacher was talking about the "Last Everythings." This got me very upset. I started thinking about the last test, the last show, and the last goodbye. Its scary to think that here I am about to make it on my own. I have no money, no friend to lean on at my college, and no direction for my future.
I was so ready to leave that I forgot about all of the things that I have here that should be cherished. Everything is so easy. I like that. I also know that life can't be easy. That knowledge doesn't stop me from being scared. I'm terrified. I also hate to say goodbye. I've lost so many people in my life that I care about to one thing or another. It seems like I'm losing the people I have left.
But still...what are people here for but to make an impact on your life. To teach you life lessons, support you through hard times, and to laugh with you at some of the greatest times in your life. They are not meant to stay in person but to stay as the words and actions that work their way into your very being. Every word spoken and every action taken is a testimony to somebody else. Isn't that an amazing thought? So I want to thank every person who has been my friend at some time or another no matter when it was. Thanks!
I was so ready to leave that I forgot about all of the things that I have here that should be cherished. Everything is so easy. I like that. I also know that life can't be easy. That knowledge doesn't stop me from being scared. I'm terrified. I also hate to say goodbye. I've lost so many people in my life that I care about to one thing or another. It seems like I'm losing the people I have left.
But still...what are people here for but to make an impact on your life. To teach you life lessons, support you through hard times, and to laugh with you at some of the greatest times in your life. They are not meant to stay in person but to stay as the words and actions that work their way into your very being. Every word spoken and every action taken is a testimony to somebody else. Isn't that an amazing thought? So I want to thank every person who has been my friend at some time or another no matter when it was. Thanks!