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I decided to update this thing ....I know its been awhile.
I've always been somebody who wants to have a career. Who wants to live in the city that never sleeps. Where everybody is always go go go. Who doesn't want to settle down and get married. Who hates children with a passion....and now..I find myself thinking about it a lot. Now I find myself wanting all of these things. A husband, a house, a kid..and I want to be that housewife that they come home to. Who cooks and cleans...maybe I'm loosing my mind. But maybe I'm also embracing a part of myself that I've pushed away or hidden. I know that none of these things will happen soon...it will take a VERY long time. But I finally can say that I want them eventually and that is a step I suppose.
the end.
I've always been somebody who wants to have a career. Who wants to live in the city that never sleeps. Where everybody is always go go go. Who doesn't want to settle down and get married. Who hates children with a passion....and now..I find myself thinking about it a lot. Now I find myself wanting all of these things. A husband, a house, a kid..and I want to be that housewife that they come home to. Who cooks and cleans...maybe I'm loosing my mind. But maybe I'm also embracing a part of myself that I've pushed away or hidden. I know that none of these things will happen soon...it will take a VERY long time. But I finally can say that I want them eventually and that is a step I suppose.
the end.