I'm pushin' it to the limit, baby, yeah, I'm flyin' high.
RdSkittles [11:48 PM]: hey
9 [11:48 PM]: hi
RdSkittles [11:48 PM]: What
RdSkittles [11:48 PM]: What's going on?
9 [11:48 PM]: nothing
9 [11:49 PM]: talkin to Jeffrey's new ex
RdSkittles [11:49 PM]: new ex? lol
9 [11:49 PM]: she just dumped him
RdSkittles [11:49 PM]: I'm still thinking about *******<3
RdSkittles [11:50 PM]: I can't wait until November when I get my driver's license!!
9 [11:50 PM]: same here
RdSkittles [11:50 PM]: I'll be able to drive to see him!
9 [11:51 PM]: ha! ur crazy
RdSkittles [11:52 PM]: omfg, If only you knew how adorable he is!!
9 [11:52 PM]: so?
9 [11:52 PM]: i wouldnt put that many miles on a car to go talk to someone
RdSkittles [11:53 PM]: It's only Bremen?
9 [11:53 PM]: yes
9 [11:53 PM]: but back and forth
9 [11:53 PM]: how far is it from here?
RdSkittles [11:54 PM]: Yeah, but I'm going to see AD there anyway... so I'll be able to see him too.
RdSkittles [11:54 PM]: 45 minutes? I'll look it up.
9 [11:54 PM]: more than that...45 is from here to CDT
RdSkittles [11:54 PM]: I can get to Dallas in 45 minutes.
9 [11:55 PM]: yes, but ur goin a diff way
9 [11:55 PM]: and there is that area with a 65mph speed limit
RdSkittles [11:55 PM]: Yeah
9 [11:55 PM]: goin to bremen most the way is like 40-45
RdSkittles [11:56 PM]: Ahh, you know me.... lol, I'm 10 above, and still legal
9 [11:56 PM]: haha...umm no
9 [11:57 PM]: thru there if u speed and they catch u goin 46 ur usually gonna get it
RdSkittles [11:58 PM]: Stop trying to bust my bubble!! lol
9 [11:59 PM]: im not
9 [11:59 PM]: ur jusr dreamin to big
RdSkittles [11:59 PM]: mapquest said its around 58 miles from my house to walmart in Bremen
RdSkittles [12:00 AM]: Dreaming to big? How am I dreaming to big?
9 [12:00 AM]: ur gonna hang out with this dude from bremen...then ur gonna develop a crush then u might go out
9 [12:00 AM]: but with him bein in Bremen...it wont work
RdSkittles [12:00 AM]: WTF?!
RdSkittles [12:01 AM]: Excuse me, we've been talking all summer. And, it it matters any to you, I have friends in Bremen that I've already made plans to hang out with when I can drive.
9 [12:01 AM]: i know
9 [12:02 AM]: but i dont want u hurting over this guy
RdSkittles [12:03 AM]: I thought YOU of all people would be happy for me. I've finally found someone who I'm attracted on physical, emotional, and mental levels. I have a pretty damn good feeling he feels the same way. I'm sorry if you think I'm 'dreaming too big' when I think I could actually be completely happy with someone.
9 [12:03 AM]: i am
9 [12:03 AM]: but he lives in Bremen
9 [12:03 AM]: and u dont know how old he is
RdSkittles [12:03 AM]: That doesn't fucking matter. YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT?!
9 [12:04 AM]: yes it fuckin does
9 [12:04 AM]: he lives an hour from here
RdSkittles [12:05 AM]: He's 17 or 18. Just shove all your stupid analyzations of MY crush. I'll dream of him all I want. And I'll never talk to you about this topic again. I'll talk to someone I know who will be happy for me.
9 [12:05 AM]: i am
9 [12:05 AM]: i just dont want u hurt again
RdSkittles [12:06 AM]: I know what's on the line. I know I don't know him as well as I need to. You think I'm that dumb? I had plenty of chances to jump bones if I wanted to last night, and I didn't. So shove it.
9 [12:06 AM]: im no accusing u of wantin to fuck damn
RdSkittles [12:07 AM]: You don't want me hurt again? I don't want me hurt again. But you aren't helping. You're supposed to be happy for me. I'm always happy for you when you find someone. And I'm always there when it goes sour.
9 [12:08 AM]: then ill hush
RdSkittles [12:08 AM]: Just be supportive, all right? Just this once, don't remind me of the crap I'm putting on the line for this. I'm not going to get too attached too fast. I just wanted you to be happy for me. I've finally found someone something might happen with.... It's been over a year, you know.
9 [12:09 AM]: yes
9 [12:09 AM]: and u still tslk about him
RdSkittles [12:09 AM]: No I don't?
9 [12:09 AM]: which guy are you talking about?
RdSkittles [12:09 AM]: We're friends.... Is it a sin to be friends with an ex?
9 [12:09 AM]: nope
9 [12:10 AM]: but when u mention "he broke me" ur still thinking about it
RdSkittles [12:11 AM]: Yeah, he did break me. But I'm glued back together again. That break will always be there, as a reminder to be cautious... But it won't stop me from trying again.
9 signed off at 12:13 AM
RdSkittles [12:22 AM]: I shouldn't have blown up on you, I'm sorry. But what you said (the dreaming too big thing) did really hurt me.
9 [12:22 AM]: sorry
9 [12:22 AM]: but i know its gonna end as soon as it starts
RdSkittles [12:22 AM]: aww, gee, thanks.
9 [12:22 AM]: unless there is some major fuckin powers
9 [12:22 AM]: sorry
9 [12:22 AM]: but it's inevitable
RdSkittles [12:23 AM]: Why do you think I can't have him?
RdSkittles [12:23 AM]: Am I not girlfriend material or something?
9 [12:23 AM]: u can
9 [12:23 AM]: its just the distance will shred it
9 [12:24 AM]: it's long distance, and u cant drive back anf forth everyday
RdSkittles [12:24 AM]: Well, thanks for giving me your blessing and all.
9 [12:25 AM]: quit bein sarcastic
RdSkittles [12:26 AM]: I can't believe you of all people are saying this to me. Do you not think I thought of the distance?
9 [12:26 AM]: yes
9 [12:26 AM]: but ur gonna get set on it
RdSkittles [12:26 AM]: Well then just be happy for me.
9 [12:27 AM]: ok
RdSkittles [12:27 AM]: When you met Billy on AOL what did I do?
9 [12:27 AM]: im happy for u
9 [12:27 AM]: u were like "im happy for u" but in a way u were like "ur insane"
RdSkittles [12:27 AM]: I was supportive, and I didn't tell you what could happen. I just sat back, and I got ready to catch you if you fell.
9 [12:27 AM]: i didnt
RdSkittles [12:27 AM]: I don't recall telling you that you were insane.
9 [12:28 AM]: i dumped him and maintained control
9 [12:28 AM]: but u had this look in ur eyes like "ok..w/e"
RdSkittles [12:28 AM]: But I was still ready to catch you.
RdSkittles [12:28 AM]: But I didn't tell you every single thing that could go wrong.
9 [12:29 AM]: i know
9 [12:29 AM]: im giving u advance notice
9 [12:29 AM]: cause u and Rob splittin hit u pretty damn hard
RdSkittles [12:29 AM]: I told you about ******* because I'm excited about it. It's the first time in a long time that guys are looking at me, and it makes me happy. I just want you to be happy too.
RdSkittles [12:30 AM]: Well, I won't do with ******* what I did with Robbie for a long time. You know I'm smarter now.
RdSkittles [12:32 AM]: Anyway, I'm just dreaming of what could happen. I know I'm going down there to see AD. Who knows what will truely happen?
9 [12:33 AM]: no one
RdSkittles [12:33 AM]: Exactly.
RdSkittles [12:38 AM]: Let's talk about something else?
StarBsb9 [12:38 AM]: sure
9 [11:48 PM]: hi
RdSkittles [11:48 PM]: What
RdSkittles [11:48 PM]: What's going on?
9 [11:48 PM]: nothing
9 [11:49 PM]: talkin to Jeffrey's new ex
RdSkittles [11:49 PM]: new ex? lol
9 [11:49 PM]: she just dumped him
RdSkittles [11:49 PM]: I'm still thinking about *******<3
RdSkittles [11:50 PM]: I can't wait until November when I get my driver's license!!
9 [11:50 PM]: same here
RdSkittles [11:50 PM]: I'll be able to drive to see him!
9 [11:51 PM]: ha! ur crazy
RdSkittles [11:52 PM]: omfg, If only you knew how adorable he is!!
9 [11:52 PM]: so?
9 [11:52 PM]: i wouldnt put that many miles on a car to go talk to someone
RdSkittles [11:53 PM]: It's only Bremen?
9 [11:53 PM]: yes
9 [11:53 PM]: but back and forth
9 [11:53 PM]: how far is it from here?
RdSkittles [11:54 PM]: Yeah, but I'm going to see AD there anyway... so I'll be able to see him too.
RdSkittles [11:54 PM]: 45 minutes? I'll look it up.
9 [11:54 PM]: more than that...45 is from here to CDT
RdSkittles [11:54 PM]: I can get to Dallas in 45 minutes.
9 [11:55 PM]: yes, but ur goin a diff way
9 [11:55 PM]: and there is that area with a 65mph speed limit
RdSkittles [11:55 PM]: Yeah
9 [11:55 PM]: goin to bremen most the way is like 40-45
RdSkittles [11:56 PM]: Ahh, you know me.... lol, I'm 10 above, and still legal
9 [11:56 PM]: haha...umm no
9 [11:57 PM]: thru there if u speed and they catch u goin 46 ur usually gonna get it
RdSkittles [11:58 PM]: Stop trying to bust my bubble!! lol
9 [11:59 PM]: im not
9 [11:59 PM]: ur jusr dreamin to big
RdSkittles [11:59 PM]: mapquest said its around 58 miles from my house to walmart in Bremen
RdSkittles [12:00 AM]: Dreaming to big? How am I dreaming to big?
9 [12:00 AM]: ur gonna hang out with this dude from bremen...then ur gonna develop a crush then u might go out
9 [12:00 AM]: but with him bein in Bremen...it wont work
RdSkittles [12:00 AM]: WTF?!
RdSkittles [12:01 AM]: Excuse me, we've been talking all summer. And, it it matters any to you, I have friends in Bremen that I've already made plans to hang out with when I can drive.
9 [12:01 AM]: i know
9 [12:02 AM]: but i dont want u hurting over this guy
RdSkittles [12:03 AM]: I thought YOU of all people would be happy for me. I've finally found someone who I'm attracted on physical, emotional, and mental levels. I have a pretty damn good feeling he feels the same way. I'm sorry if you think I'm 'dreaming too big' when I think I could actually be completely happy with someone.
9 [12:03 AM]: i am
9 [12:03 AM]: but he lives in Bremen
9 [12:03 AM]: and u dont know how old he is
RdSkittles [12:03 AM]: That doesn't fucking matter. YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT?!
9 [12:04 AM]: yes it fuckin does
9 [12:04 AM]: he lives an hour from here
RdSkittles [12:05 AM]: He's 17 or 18. Just shove all your stupid analyzations of MY crush. I'll dream of him all I want. And I'll never talk to you about this topic again. I'll talk to someone I know who will be happy for me.
9 [12:05 AM]: i am
9 [12:05 AM]: i just dont want u hurt again
RdSkittles [12:06 AM]: I know what's on the line. I know I don't know him as well as I need to. You think I'm that dumb? I had plenty of chances to jump bones if I wanted to last night, and I didn't. So shove it.
9 [12:06 AM]: im no accusing u of wantin to fuck damn
RdSkittles [12:07 AM]: You don't want me hurt again? I don't want me hurt again. But you aren't helping. You're supposed to be happy for me. I'm always happy for you when you find someone. And I'm always there when it goes sour.
9 [12:08 AM]: then ill hush
RdSkittles [12:08 AM]: Just be supportive, all right? Just this once, don't remind me of the crap I'm putting on the line for this. I'm not going to get too attached too fast. I just wanted you to be happy for me. I've finally found someone something might happen with.... It's been over a year, you know.
9 [12:09 AM]: yes
9 [12:09 AM]: and u still tslk about him
RdSkittles [12:09 AM]: No I don't?
9 [12:09 AM]: which guy are you talking about?
RdSkittles [12:09 AM]: We're friends.... Is it a sin to be friends with an ex?
9 [12:09 AM]: nope
9 [12:10 AM]: but when u mention "he broke me" ur still thinking about it
RdSkittles [12:11 AM]: Yeah, he did break me. But I'm glued back together again. That break will always be there, as a reminder to be cautious... But it won't stop me from trying again.
9 signed off at 12:13 AM
RdSkittles [12:22 AM]: I shouldn't have blown up on you, I'm sorry. But what you said (the dreaming too big thing) did really hurt me.
9 [12:22 AM]: sorry
9 [12:22 AM]: but i know its gonna end as soon as it starts
RdSkittles [12:22 AM]: aww, gee, thanks.
9 [12:22 AM]: unless there is some major fuckin powers
9 [12:22 AM]: sorry
9 [12:22 AM]: but it's inevitable
RdSkittles [12:23 AM]: Why do you think I can't have him?
RdSkittles [12:23 AM]: Am I not girlfriend material or something?
9 [12:23 AM]: u can
9 [12:23 AM]: its just the distance will shred it
9 [12:24 AM]: it's long distance, and u cant drive back anf forth everyday
RdSkittles [12:24 AM]: Well, thanks for giving me your blessing and all.
9 [12:25 AM]: quit bein sarcastic
RdSkittles [12:26 AM]: I can't believe you of all people are saying this to me. Do you not think I thought of the distance?
9 [12:26 AM]: yes
9 [12:26 AM]: but ur gonna get set on it
RdSkittles [12:26 AM]: Well then just be happy for me.
9 [12:27 AM]: ok
RdSkittles [12:27 AM]: When you met Billy on AOL what did I do?
9 [12:27 AM]: im happy for u
9 [12:27 AM]: u were like "im happy for u" but in a way u were like "ur insane"
RdSkittles [12:27 AM]: I was supportive, and I didn't tell you what could happen. I just sat back, and I got ready to catch you if you fell.
9 [12:27 AM]: i didnt
RdSkittles [12:27 AM]: I don't recall telling you that you were insane.
9 [12:28 AM]: i dumped him and maintained control
9 [12:28 AM]: but u had this look in ur eyes like "ok..w/e"
RdSkittles [12:28 AM]: But I was still ready to catch you.
RdSkittles [12:28 AM]: But I didn't tell you every single thing that could go wrong.
9 [12:29 AM]: i know
9 [12:29 AM]: im giving u advance notice
9 [12:29 AM]: cause u and Rob splittin hit u pretty damn hard
RdSkittles [12:29 AM]: I told you about ******* because I'm excited about it. It's the first time in a long time that guys are looking at me, and it makes me happy. I just want you to be happy too.
RdSkittles [12:30 AM]: Well, I won't do with ******* what I did with Robbie for a long time. You know I'm smarter now.
RdSkittles [12:32 AM]: Anyway, I'm just dreaming of what could happen. I know I'm going down there to see AD. Who knows what will truely happen?
9 [12:33 AM]: no one
RdSkittles [12:33 AM]: Exactly.
RdSkittles [12:38 AM]: Let's talk about something else?
StarBsb9 [12:38 AM]: sure