Jun 18, 2004 02:17
kane13133: im bored
RdSkittles: I'm having such a freaking hard time,.... this sucjs
kane13133: whats happenin?
RdSkittles: I think I'm being messed with. I don't know what's going on anymroe.
kane13133: whats happenin
kane13133: whos messin with u
RdSkittles: Cady Parker and Cody Hughs.
kane13133: o what are they doin
RdSkittles: They're being asses. I don't even know what they're doing anymore.
kane13133: o
kane13133: ignore them
RdSkittles: .
kane13133: o
kane13133: do somethin to occupy ur mind
RdSkittles: I'm going to sleep soon, I think
kane13133: that'll work
kane13133: we need to stop stayin up so late
RdSkittles: Yeah
kane13133: go on to bed
RdSkittles: not right now
kane13133: ok
RdSkittles: I feel like cying.
kane13133: why cause of them 2?
RdSkittles: Yes.
kane13133: ignore them
kane13133: but go ahead and cry
kane13133: but what did they do to u
RdSkittles: It's a long story.
kane13133: im not goin anywhere
RdSkittles: I thought Cody H and I were starting something...
RdSkittles: then he's all joking and stuff... I forgave him... then tonight., his friend Cody Parker gets online and starts saying really bad stuff o me. I just feel horrible.
RdSkittles: Now they're both in on it. I don't believe either of them. They're both bastards, and history proves itself yet again, that I have no luck with guys whatsoever.
RdSkittles: I don't think I'll ever find the right guy.
kane13133: yes u will
RdSkittles: I tried to ignore them, but now my slef esteem is lower than it was to begin with. I don't care anymore. I guess I'm supposed to be alone all my life.
RdSkittles: MAybe I set myself up for this. Maybe I deserve it. I don't know.
kane13133: no u dont deserve it and u wont be alone
RdSkittles: But if I deserve it, what did I do? Am I such a horrible person?
kane13133: no u didnt do anythin to deserve it
RdSkittles: If I am such a horrible person, and everyone hates me, I wish they'd go ahead and tell me so I won't go around blind anymore.
kane13133: ur not a horrible person
kane13133 [2:13 AM]: and no one hates u
RdSkittles [2:13 AM]: I'm not so sure about that anymore.
kane13133 [2:13 AM]: they are just jerks
RdSkittles [2:14 AM]: Yeah, well, they did a good job.
RdSkittles [2:14 AM]: I'm going to bed now, I'll talk to you tomorrow.
kane13133 [2:14 AM]: bye nite
RdSkittles [2:15 AM]: goodnight.