Jun 08, 2004 12:57
I HURT: People I don't like
I LOVE: I don't really know who or what I "LOVE" right now... I know I love music-It's my ecsape... Does that count?
I HATE: Morons, liars, assholes, posers
I FEAR: Never being married, dieing a virgin, never being happy, never being successful, divorce (if I do get married)
I HOPE: I'll find (or he'll find me) my one true love, and live a long life with him in Wedded Bliss.
I FEEL: Lost, confused, lonely, sad, happy, AMBIVALENT
I BREAK: Boys' hearts, everyday... I also break people's ribs when they won't leave me alone.
I LISTEN: To the music in my head, the words you spoke to me, the voice of my long lost lover.
I HIDE: a lot of things... My feelings, my fears, my lusts, and my hopes and dreams
I DRIVE: a Shitty-Ass Piece of SHIT... 1994 Cavalier
I LEARNED: That there are wonderful people in this world, I just don't live near any of the ones that think I'm wonderful, too.
I KNOW: Who I'd like to date, who I'd like to live near, where I'd like to move. I also know I'm an intelligent girl who will find love one day... I hope.
I SAY: Too much... sometimes... Other times, I say too little.
I DREAM: About the one I'd like to know. About my love, about the one that will whisk me away one day.
I WANT: To be happy. To be loved. To be held. To be away from here.
I WAIT: For Daniel. I wait to be 17. I wait to move away. I wait to move to California. I wait to not see my father for a long time. I wait for my life.
I NEED: Love. A lover. A relationship with a guy who will love me and treat me like I hung the stars in the sky. I need a guy who will make sacrifices for me, because I'd be more than willing to make the sacrifices for him.
I THINK: All the time. About a lot of different things. Somethings I should think about, somethings I shouldn't think about.
I MISS: My grandmother, Keenan, Mackey, Tiffany, David, Brittany, Matt. I miss being happy, I miss the "good 'ol days" when the River Station was open, and I was there every weekend.