the sweeping sadness is such a nice, gentle feeling
if i listen to 'you could be happy' one more time i might just finally break down. i guess that i am not listening to the right thing to keep that from happening then.. going to bed. so much i want to say, i just have to figure out what the words are.
this is one of those days when i say that sad, desperate thing: i wish someone cared. more importantly i wished someone cared enough to tell me they care, or not even, just faked it and told me they care. all i want is a hug (james)- and by hug i mean hold me so that i can maybe be sad and content for a moment in peace.
this is one of those days when i say that sad, desperate thing: i wish someone cared. more importantly i wished someone cared enough to tell me they care, or not even, just faked it and told me they care. all i want is a hug (james)- and by hug i mean hold me so that i can maybe be sad and content for a moment in peace.