i love the doubt, i love the depression, god i just love.
i'm content to just roll around in my skin for the moment. like a content snake unwilling to shed his skin, i will slither on as i am.
it's weird and pleasant to be content. i forget this. but i can't forget. because that is when everything goes wrong. not for me at
least. but i promise i am working on a solution and one day it's gonna work out. god i hope so.
why does it feel like i am almost... i can't say it out loud, but why does it feel that way?
maybe its true? i kind of hope so.
i think i need to go to sleep, the cold is about to make me chatter myself into a broken pile of firrup pieces.
fyi- i watched another movie that i have been wanting to tonight and it was amazing. my movie philosophy proven true again.
its lonely here, but i have the movie and that's all i needed tonight. that and my happy smile. the one that no one sees..
it's weird and pleasant to be content. i forget this. but i can't forget. because that is when everything goes wrong. not for me at
least. but i promise i am working on a solution and one day it's gonna work out. god i hope so.
why does it feel like i am almost... i can't say it out loud, but why does it feel that way?
maybe its true? i kind of hope so.
i think i need to go to sleep, the cold is about to make me chatter myself into a broken pile of firrup pieces.
fyi- i watched another movie that i have been wanting to tonight and it was amazing. my movie philosophy proven true again.
its lonely here, but i have the movie and that's all i needed tonight. that and my happy smile. the one that no one sees..