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Well, It's about time I updated.
Huge big super fantastic exciting news!!!! I'm going to the Dashboard concert next Monday!!!! My life will then be complete! I'm so freaking excited!
Not so super fantastic news, I have once AGAIN been used and lied to and hurt by a guy. And not just any guy.One that I really liked. The really sad part is that even when I told my friends that I didn't think he really liked me, and I new I was right because I always am about that stuff, they actually got me to believe I had a chance. Even though I KNEW I didn't, I still thought I did. How pathetic. I never ever ever want to hear from another one of my friends that I am too pessimistic about guys, too down on myself, or don't give boys a chance. They are wrong and I am right and not a single man in this worls should be trusted.
But it really was the last straw. I mean I haven't trusted boys since last year when I got my heart broke, but I still hoped I'd find a good one. Now, I don't care if I don't have a boyfriend and the truth is, even though I know one who likes me right now, I'm completely uninterested. There is no way I will ever put myself in a position to get hurt again. It's just not going to happen. So there. Eat that.
Well, now that I have thoroughly vented, my mom found alcohol in my closet. .....oops. I'm not in trouble cause I made up a huge lie. They think I'm covering for Mary though and I'm not. It's really not hers.
Went to the horse race track last night for my dad's birthday, and made a few bucks. Jake won $95 on one bet. That was the highlight of the night lol.
I'm in a very funny sort of mood. I want to be really happy and not care about stuff, but I do care, and it makes me unhappy. Yes, weird.
Screw that diet I was on! I'm not going to homecoming, I don't want to go, and I don't want to fit in that dress!
Well, this is becoming insanely long. I'll update after the concert....uhuhuhuhhhhhuhh daashbvoaard!
Love from Lizzy
Huge big super fantastic exciting news!!!! I'm going to the Dashboard concert next Monday!!!! My life will then be complete! I'm so freaking excited!
Not so super fantastic news, I have once AGAIN been used and lied to and hurt by a guy. And not just any guy.One that I really liked. The really sad part is that even when I told my friends that I didn't think he really liked me, and I new I was right because I always am about that stuff, they actually got me to believe I had a chance. Even though I KNEW I didn't, I still thought I did. How pathetic. I never ever ever want to hear from another one of my friends that I am too pessimistic about guys, too down on myself, or don't give boys a chance. They are wrong and I am right and not a single man in this worls should be trusted.
But it really was the last straw. I mean I haven't trusted boys since last year when I got my heart broke, but I still hoped I'd find a good one. Now, I don't care if I don't have a boyfriend and the truth is, even though I know one who likes me right now, I'm completely uninterested. There is no way I will ever put myself in a position to get hurt again. It's just not going to happen. So there. Eat that.
Well, now that I have thoroughly vented, my mom found alcohol in my closet. .....oops. I'm not in trouble cause I made up a huge lie. They think I'm covering for Mary though and I'm not. It's really not hers.
Went to the horse race track last night for my dad's birthday, and made a few bucks. Jake won $95 on one bet. That was the highlight of the night lol.
I'm in a very funny sort of mood. I want to be really happy and not care about stuff, but I do care, and it makes me unhappy. Yes, weird.
Screw that diet I was on! I'm not going to homecoming, I don't want to go, and I don't want to fit in that dress!
Well, this is becoming insanely long. I'll update after the concert....uhuhuhuhhhhhuhh daashbvoaard!
Love from Lizzy