Jun 04, 2005 02:09
I hate everyone but Ashley and Whitney and Amber. I want a new group of friends who actually care about eachother. Like in PANTS, the best friendship movie ever.
I have seriously given up on being happy with males. It is impossible for one to care about me and don't say that isn't true. I want to inflict pain on basically every single idiot boy I see. Except my dad because he remains the best father in the whole world and I love him.
Amber, I don't want to go to Evergreen and be reminded of heartbreak. I don't want you to come out here and meet my "friends" cause they mostly suck really hard. Therefore, you and I are catching the next train to wherever. Honestly.
I want to get the f out of here, and I bet you do, so let's leave!!!
I'm so heartbroken that if I take it seriously, who knows who I'll throw a punch at. That's sad.
HEY PEOPLE!!!!!! IM VULNERABLE AND HATE LIARS SO STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY!
I'm not sorry. I think for once I deserve to be openly angry.