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So today sucked on many many many levels.
This morning I woke up to a text message from Jimi. It said something like "I'm sure you don't want to talk to me yet but I just thought I'd tell you the new metric is up." I ignored it for the time being.
Then Elyse took me to the daycare. I've been putting off going since I got fired because I knew it was going to be the most awkward thing ever and I knew that I was going to cry. So I figured with Elyse being with me it would be a perfect opportunity since maybe they wouldn't be mean to me. (Since I wanted to ask for copies of my clearances).
Well I walk in and it's the administrative assistant and the assistant manager the two people I hated the most there. I gave back the two polos to them since what the fuck am I going to do with them and said that I left some stuff that I needed to get. So the assistant director WALKS ME BACK THERE and STAYS THERE THE ENTIRE TIME. Like I was a fucking fugitive or something. It pissed me off so much and seeing the kids was really really hard. I pretty much cried the entire time, especially when I talked to Audrey (my favorite daughter). As I was leaving Matilda told me she was going to come to my house tomorrow. It seriously broke my heart into a million pieces.
After we left I texted a girl that worked there, that was THERE, but kind of ignored me to ask her if she'd give Audrey's mom my email address. She never responded. Which pisses me off. So I sent some other girl a message on facebook asking her to do it. I was going to do it while there but fucking Michelle was HOVERING and I figured she'd either have yelled at me or scribbled it out when I left.
Then we went to Walnut St. so Elyse could visit Carmen and I could get my stereo that's there because shit is going down at VS and I figure I better get it while I have a ride there. Well once there the manager was a complete bitch to me, really super nasty. She even yelled at me saying "I heard you didn't show up on Monday." UM I CALLED OFF, I WAS PUKING FOR THREE HOURS, SO SORRY, BLOW ME.
We left for a bit and I applied to 2039 jobs and then we went back to grab the stereo, where I find out that she is going to "write me off the schedule."
So I cleaned out my locker and grabbed my stereo (which she was listening to, so HA!). She asked me about 17 times if I was still working on Thursday (which is inventory - which SUCKS), and I kept saying yes. But now that I realize I don't have a job after probably next week (I think she knows I know - so I think she's going to give me one more shift and then can me), I'm toying with the idea of just not showing up on Thursday, but not calling off just to fuck her over.
It doesn't matter how I quit because Emily is my reference for there and I'm losing the job anyways, so I'd rather go out in a way that fucks her over like she's fucking everyone at the store over.
And then I figured I'd respond to Jimi's text because why not, having a shit day anyways, let's continue it and he never responded. Which upsets me even though it shouldn't.
FUCK MY LIFE.
This morning I woke up to a text message from Jimi. It said something like "I'm sure you don't want to talk to me yet but I just thought I'd tell you the new metric is up." I ignored it for the time being.
Then Elyse took me to the daycare. I've been putting off going since I got fired because I knew it was going to be the most awkward thing ever and I knew that I was going to cry. So I figured with Elyse being with me it would be a perfect opportunity since maybe they wouldn't be mean to me. (Since I wanted to ask for copies of my clearances).
Well I walk in and it's the administrative assistant and the assistant manager the two people I hated the most there. I gave back the two polos to them since what the fuck am I going to do with them and said that I left some stuff that I needed to get. So the assistant director WALKS ME BACK THERE and STAYS THERE THE ENTIRE TIME. Like I was a fucking fugitive or something. It pissed me off so much and seeing the kids was really really hard. I pretty much cried the entire time, especially when I talked to Audrey (my favorite daughter). As I was leaving Matilda told me she was going to come to my house tomorrow. It seriously broke my heart into a million pieces.
After we left I texted a girl that worked there, that was THERE, but kind of ignored me to ask her if she'd give Audrey's mom my email address. She never responded. Which pisses me off. So I sent some other girl a message on facebook asking her to do it. I was going to do it while there but fucking Michelle was HOVERING and I figured she'd either have yelled at me or scribbled it out when I left.
Then we went to Walnut St. so Elyse could visit Carmen and I could get my stereo that's there because shit is going down at VS and I figure I better get it while I have a ride there. Well once there the manager was a complete bitch to me, really super nasty. She even yelled at me saying "I heard you didn't show up on Monday." UM I CALLED OFF, I WAS PUKING FOR THREE HOURS, SO SORRY, BLOW ME.
We left for a bit and I applied to 2039 jobs and then we went back to grab the stereo, where I find out that she is going to "write me off the schedule."
So I cleaned out my locker and grabbed my stereo (which she was listening to, so HA!). She asked me about 17 times if I was still working on Thursday (which is inventory - which SUCKS), and I kept saying yes. But now that I realize I don't have a job after probably next week (I think she knows I know - so I think she's going to give me one more shift and then can me), I'm toying with the idea of just not showing up on Thursday, but not calling off just to fuck her over.
It doesn't matter how I quit because Emily is my reference for there and I'm losing the job anyways, so I'd rather go out in a way that fucks her over like she's fucking everyone at the store over.
And then I figured I'd respond to Jimi's text because why not, having a shit day anyways, let's continue it and he never responded. Which upsets me even though it shouldn't.
FUCK MY LIFE.