not so real goals
I have come to the learn that I say a lot of t hings, hopes, dreams, thinking that maybe one day the way i would want my life to pan out would possibly come true. But now i know that i have just been kidding myself. there is no way that i will do what i want to do with my life, and i know i can tell myself over and over again that i am ok with that. But i know it isn't true, i want only the best for me, a good life like the one i talk about to people. I am so young in my life but i feel that my dreams are slipping away. I see other people moving so far ahead in there lives. I take an outside look at my life and i see nothing. I work, I go to school, and what? I am not even doing photography, or drawing so i can hopefully get into what i want to do. I want to be a fashio designer and be invited to go to new york fashion week. Even though i konw my friends and peers could say yes they can see me doing whatever i put my mind to, but my mind is there, but i don't see it at all. I know if i want something i need to go for it, but i need the support of my family.
Iam so good at giving other people advise and helping them achieve their goals, but why can't i help myself and find somewhere to take me in as an intern? WHY?
Maybe I should just be happy with what I have, but I can't help but think what my life would be like if I could work and get what I want out of life. I don't want to go through life being scared of making moves, making myself a happier me.
Iam so good at giving other people advise and helping them achieve their goals, but why can't i help myself and find somewhere to take me in as an intern? WHY?
Maybe I should just be happy with what I have, but I can't help but think what my life would be like if I could work and get what I want out of life. I don't want to go through life being scared of making moves, making myself a happier me.